Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Hi I am back again. Finally have a good sleep after many days of "RUSH HOURS". Cannot take it, many things have to be submitted within a week but thank God, I believe I have done a good job. That day on my way to Pasir Ris, I was in the same bus as Wayne. During the CCOM, he was my competitor, really pro and calm in talking. I learn a lot from him but one thing to say actually much of his skills I do have also, but the attachment things haix guess I lose out to him in that area. Initially I thought his GPA was good cos in that interview room when I say distinction in this, he will say distinction in another subject, super funny but I will not say what is his GPA. We chat a lot also, like where to go after graduate and church things. He is from Church of Singapore so in that interview room we were all Christian including our CCOM teacher.
Actually I am very disappointed with my own performance during CCOM, I felt I could have done better after all there is only one chance so I really regret. Monday night rushed home after tuition at Hougang, I was looking for my thumb drive so that I can start doing power point straight away but I searched high and low but to no avail. Just didn't see that small metal piece. The saddest thing to say is I don't even have time to sad over that lost thumb drive. I immediately get soft copy from Siling and start doing cos I am really tired and presentation is next day 1:30pm. We spend the whole night until 1 plus midnight and early morning wake up at 7 to continue but teacher only glance through so we finish presentation in just 2 mins when it was suppose to be 10 mins.
Now everything seems to be over but a lot of results I don't have any idea what it will become. Before that I was still full of confident in getting straight A's but now really can't see. Everything was just too fast and furious. I have been praying hard for a good GPA. My goal is to enter SMU study Psychology or Sociology in the school of Humanities and Social Science. I know what I want to be in the future, getting a high paying job is one thing but shining brightly in the market place for God is my main thing. Just like Kang Xi Emperor say: "No point having all the riches, authorities when one is not happy at all" but after he received Christ all the surroundings become more meaningful to him as a Emperor. I want to be like Kang Xi Emperor not having power or wealth but is the authority to lead people to Christ. If Kang Xi Emperor can do it I can do it also, cos he and I have the Heavenly Father whose name is Shang Di. (God is Chinese term). I really really love God because He is so real than any other goodness or gods I know.
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