Hmm this few days feeling extremely tired, feel like resting at home for one whole day watching tv, go online msn, lie down read magazine, help mummy to cook, play with Elkan. Yesterday left at about 7:15pm to circuit Rd, spend 20 mins searching for bus stop with bus number 135. I was thinking I should have left earlier, haha spend too much time playing woth cell group members until I don't feel like leaving. I was feeling super frustrated, thinking where the hell is the bus stop that Rebecca mention. Can you imagine I have to start tuition at 8pm and its already 7:40pm. have no idea how long the journey will be but thank God, I reached the kid's place at about 8:03pm. Hallelujah. Spend 1.5 hours testing her history and find ways to let her remember. Last time in Psychology I learnt that part of your intelligent also depending on how much you can remember. From today onwards think every tuition lesson I can go home cook maggie mee and eat. Got to ask mummy to buy different kinds of flavours and store it in the cupboard. I wanna watch tv especially the 7 to 9 pm shows.
Recently have been thinking of Chi Kong, don't know what is he doing, we hasn't contact each other for almost 2 weeks, everytime when I reached home, my brother or sister will say Zhi Jiang called but I don't even have the number cos he using pay phone. His laptop spoil also, cannot chat through msn. 7 more weeks to the end of MP/SIP, Qing Yang and Wei Jie will be back to join us once again.
Oh ya that day I was telling Siling I dream of God, He was testing me inside my dream. I was in an unknown church and that place was full of glare. I was standing beside Jeffery, while Siling and SiYi stood behine me. I was closing my eyes and worship Him, suddenly I felt Him laying hands on me and only me throughtout the entire church. My hand was trembling violently and Jeffery asked why am I shaking? Immediately I fall and roll out of the church. Even when I walked back to my seat, I can hardly open my eyes cause the glare was too strong. It was offering time then and I asked Siling to take out a piece of $10 for me, even though my wallet was stuffed with a thick stack of notes. The whole church gave a loud "WHAO" when I opened up my wallet. But ended up I say I want give $10 only. God was angry of course and scolded me. After this I woke up immediately, covered by a sense of guilt. I was sad because in reality I know I would never give God my best, but God has always given me His best.
Leviticus 27:30 "And all the tithe of the land, whether of the seed of the land, or of the fruit of the tree, is the LORD'S: it is holy unto the LORD."
1 Samuel 15:22: "And Samuel said, Hath the LORD as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the LORD? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams."
I felt honored on the other hand, I can't see see His face but I met Him in my dream. For one reason I prayed to God while I read the book "Heaven is so real". I want to be like Choo Nam, let me see your presence. Bible says "Ask and you shall receive" how true is this sentence.
1:18 PM
Big Eyes Loves Bone
All of a sudden feel like blogging, this week has been a busy week for me. I started to give tuition assignment teaching pri 2 on every Monday and Wednesday 7:30pm and Sec 1 on every Thursday and Sunday at 8pm. Yesterday was my first time giving this sec 1 girl private tuition, her school work is difficult I can say, you cannot believe its a sec 1 assignment, it looks more like sec 3 or 4 but thank God I prayed before I go, managed to use my time wisely, explaining this and that to her. Recently I received quite a lot of tuition assignment but my time is already fully book so can no longer accept anymore but really praise the Lord, I am able to impart my knowledge to them. Seeing them improve in their weakest subject is my greatest joy. "If I can do what I can, God can do what I can't"
Yesterday I taught History, super funny when I try to recap, the kid was asking me if I can explain some of the chapters to her. I say show me your textbook then. The moment she flip to that particular page, my eyes nearly pop out, the topic is India religion- Hinduism and Buddhism. I stunned for few seconds and I began reading. In my mind I was thinking Father forgive me, I don't know how should I teach. The textbook mention that both Hinduism and Buddhism is only a belief, though I agree 100% and webpage does provide with the same answer but there is still people believe it but anyway I don't really like to mention religion infront of a stranger. I know the different kinds of religion in Singapore and base on my past year experience and knowledge about all, I know which one is real, which one is not. Its not because I am a Christian now and that I say this, when a person is sensitive, he/she can really see alot of things unseen. What I can say is God's power is with me and it lives it me. hallelujah!!
Back to that history topic, the story goes like this,back in 200BC(before Christ meaning in the year of bible new testaments) there was a prince name Shauudi(don't really know how to spell cos its long )living in this huge palace and living a luxurious life. He received news saying that his people are suffering and living in poverty, illness, bad living condition etc he was grief by knowing all these fact. So one day as he was walking alone outside his palace he saw this young man whom has the same thought as him however he put down everything, throwing his comfort life away to help people who are in need. The prince was deeply moved by his action and was motivated to like him. He sat down at one of the tree name tree of wisdom and he was enlightened by this revelation: "In order to be set free you need to remove hatred, anger and ? (can't remember the last point). He then decided to spread the word around. He mention to his followers that he is not a god and that this is not a religion but just his own belief, asking them to help him spread the word around. But after this prince pass away, people started to worship him, building temple for him etc and thus this is the reason people consider this as a religion. Its interesting, get to know the history that lead to now. Also not sure how many gods they worship, if I were to ask them who you worship think they are going to give me one whole list. Well anyway no offense, to know more of these can go read up yourselves, your knowledge in all areas will surely increase. May God bless you..
4:23 PM
Big Eyes Loves Bone
