Everytime I try to fly... I fall without my wings. ANGELA'S WORLD

Sunday, August 17, 2008

First CL Lesson

Yesterday had the first Christian Lifestyle lesson, conducted by pastor Eric, haha he is the drummer from Superband-"DreamFactory", He is funny and super cute but his knowledge for God is extremely great beyond what I can imagine. The words that come forth his mouth is so full of wisdom and anointing. The people attending was quite little, with only 15, haha but who knows maybe river walk jam pack sia.
He asked questions like how do you know the bible is real. Well surprisingly I answered him: "The things that were written 2000 years back all came to past, such as war, idolatry even the book ofRevelation-the beastly system is happening right now but it was all written thousands of years back and one more thing, the books were all written by different people, who are NOT related to one another but yet they wrote the same thing and can be compile into books with order-which is what I am holding now the HOLY BIBLE ". If we were to give us this 15 people to write a book and compille, most probably it will be become a rubbish with each of us writing different things. Haha incredible right.
The little boy is incredible too, I first saw him at the Ignite Camp-Nakan Mura team. He is only 13 years old yet he can answer things like the old testament only mention about prophets while new testament only menton about apostles which I don't even realize it at all. I want to increase my knowledge in the word of God too especially in the Book of Revelation. I learnt that this is a end time coded book that is only created for the Christian, you must unlock the code to know the truth. I only understand the triple 6 and the beast from the earth, years back people already have and it is continue and spreading now.
A true living GOD who gives us a true living words. Psalm 119:30 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. You know sometimes I was thinking how good it is to use this lamp to guide the lost back to him, like my poly friends, bean club and many more. Generation after generation people have been tied down by idololatry, most importantly my parent(want to know where are they now? Right now they are outside worshipping other godssssssssssss, dunno which one, too many god with each specialize with one thing) Hahah shall end here le, need to do my project le, busy week for me.

12:55 PM
Big Eyes Loves Bone

Thursday, August 14, 2008

This week is a tiring week for me, starting on Monday I have to wake up at 5:30am to prepare for morning prayer meeting which starts at 7am at Heart of God Church. It is a small church as compared to CHC with only a total strength of 1400 members. These few days have been praying for alot of things, for Singapore, for our governmemnt and the cabinets, various ministries in City Harvest Church lastly also for these two churches.
Its really tiring if you have a busy schedule like me but Monday I still can take it but slowly for the rest of the days, my body immune system started to decrease rapidly, no energy to walk, to eat.
The moment after prayer meeting have to go back school and rush for project le, cos next Wednesday is presentation, at night give tuition, after tuition need do my tuition kid's work, sometime continue my reseach at home. Next morning the same routine again. Haha sounds little but it is extremely tired especially when one of my tuition kids keep asking me to help her with project, I hope to but I don't have the time. Two days ago I received 7 messages, 5 of it is from her. She was asking me to send her the planning now!! I was a bit agitated of course because my group was having meeting with the Hong Kong Professor. We eneded everything at about 6 plus, even though we were supposed to end at 5:30pm. I rushed home cos after that I would have Tuition with this same girl. I do it at her place so leave her house at around 10 plus. Although I was angry at her for not trying her best when it was actually her project and not mine, but I still did it for her because I care for her studies. Well God looks at every little thing we do, for It is God who shows me His love that I, too, will love my people fervently. Day after day, I experience the strength He pour on me, though I am tired but during the afternoon I will be charge with energy once again.
Hebrews 7:25"Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them."

9:58 AM
Big Eyes Loves Bone

Monday, August 11, 2008

Last cell group meeting with N282

Yesterday about 2:35pm we had our last cell group meeting at Daryl's house, Zhenn preached a short message and at around 4:45pm, the results of multiplication was shown in a piece of paper. It was a mixed feeling for me. Happy but at the same time sad also because I will be leaving Zhenn to a new cell group, she is a very good leader to me, it was also under her wings that I learnt a lot of things like how to sing in tongue, how to step out of my comfort zone in serving people with a pure heart, accountability to leaders so that we can break the york of devil and how to worship God with the right attitude and many more. She opens a lot of opportunities for me such as given me a post of a connect group assistant leader. It may sounds nothing to you but it meant a lot to me, although I didn't do my best in helping Yuli or even Zhenn but I know she wants me to grow. To grow meaning to have more responsibility in the thing you do, last but not least to have a closer walk with God and even with your leader, who will not wish? "Maturity isn't depend on how old you are but how much you are willing to hold the responsibilities"

Before mulitiplication, I just had a strong feeling or even descerning with the help of the holy spirit that I will go to Sarah's group N423, so the results appeared just as what I had expected. I cried when I walked to ling, it might be my last time praising God together with her in a home cell group. Joked with my refreshment ICs(Bel and Shan), last time prepare refreshment together le, waved bye to Zhenn for watching me grow and her guidance. But one thing I need to say, we will be seeing each other again in Heaven if we continue walking in a righteous path Amen? I know God has plan a great destiny for all of us, to rise up to a higher level, continue to worship you in faith, and He will continue to reveal dreams and revelation to us. How great is our God, He is that Great!!

"The Lord added to their numbers each day those who were being saved." (Acts 2:47). Later they moved to multiplication: "So the word of God spread. The number of disciples in Jerusalem increased rapidly." (Acts 6:7)

I like what Joel Comiskey says: “Cells are born to multiply. The DNA of the cell is to give birth to a daughter cell. This is so essential that it will demand the total church concentration to ake this happen. In fact, it won’t happen under busy pastors who have too many things on their ind. Only through total concentration and focus will cells have the necessary resources to truly make them work.”

N423:

Sarah, Yuliana, Wei Jian, Beng Cheong, Chun Shan,Rebecca, Nicole, Juliette, Joey, Kelvin, Wei Xiang and ME!!

2:36 PM
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Monday, August 4, 2008

Wow the last entry I posted was 4th of July, didn't know time passes that fast. Hmm this week was quite a busy week for me. Last week Friday was the "Festival of Praise" Aug 1 to Aug 3 at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. Hmm but I only went for Sat and half of Sun service. Can you imagine over 140 churches coming together to worship God? I have taken a few photos but will post it when I have the time cos my school computer takes centuries to upload photos.
The moment I walked to Kallang station, it was already packed with people waiting for shuttle bus. The participating worshipping band were Reuben Mogan and Parachutes and the special speaker was Rev Mark Conner. Most of the praise and worship was my first time hearing it, Lord songs is always the nicest songs. The atmosphere for that two night were extrememly high. Should have take the photos of people queuing up also. Hmm the concert starts at 7:30pm but our cell group started queuing up at 1:30pm. I arrived late but really thank them cause we got the floor area seats. People thought it was 5566 concert but NO!! God definitely worth more than them because God created US. Amen. The message for that night is good, I always learn a lot from the services and I don't really like to miss any one of it unless something happen to me cos its a golden word from Heaven. Money also can't buy. We ended the service with praise and worship so it was quite tiring.
When I looked at the people all around me at the Indoor Stadium, one scene just fleshed across my mind that the whole stadium is being transformed into Heaven and everyone is singing praise to Him. Zechariah 14:16 And it shall come to pass, that every one that is left of all the nations which came against Jerusalem shall even go up from year to year to worship the King, the LORD of hosts, and to keep the feast of tabernacles. Can you imagine we are going to meet them after life. We are going to see each other again in the Heaven!! As what God promises us because our name are in the Book of Life and we are called to be His sheep(the Christians) to enjoy eternal life with Him (Our shepherd). Revelation 20:12 And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works.
Revelation 20:15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.
We don't believe in reincarnation because if you asked me where are my grandparents, I will only answer you, they are in hell because no one speaks to them about Christ. Its really sad to know them suffering down there and forever there. Even the person who come out with this word don't even know their relatives or friends went to after they pass away how are they going to guarantee what or who are they now after they reincarnate?

Prayers to God:
Father I thank you for allowing me a second chance of life as in Your word You says that "no one go to Father except through Me for I am the truth, the way and the Life" I thank you for the Holy Spirit that is in me, that makes me says U ARE THE CHRIST, A LIVING GOD because without this gift I am unable to believe You. It is You, Lord, that stop me from thinking "why me" during my trials and tribulation but "Try me".Thank you for everything You have done in my life. My days will never be so wonderful if I never know You. For all my praise and glory I lifted up to you. I love You Lord. Amen

3:23 PM
Big Eyes Loves Bone