Monday, November 10, 2008
Today is a new week for me, going to Thank God here for delivering me out of worried, stress, tiredness and friendship problem that I faced. Also wanna thank my groups of friends that encourage me when I am down. What Sze shared during last week of Revelation were so true, that our spiritual realm is here and right now. God is standing somewhere near to me, it might be in front of me but the hardworking devil will find all its ways to block us from seeing God and that's through controlling our mind that eventually lead to feelings. Just like what I have learn in "Fire and Life safety management" when a building is under fire and the smoke density is so high, how far can the person see through smoke to find the exist when we know that the exist way is always there will depend on one of the conditions- physical and mental state of the observer. So the fire is the devil, the exit is the God and smoke is our problem. Thank God that this week I see the importance of being clear in my mind so that God can led me out of all my troubles.
In everything I do I seek God and ask for His help, especially for my project when I really desire an A. I pray and fast, visualize Yong Feng, Siling and me seeing an A appearing in the MP/SIP column. I speak forth this to increase my faith. For almost everyday I do the same thing. I know throughout this six months God has really seen us through, from what we seems to be hopeless for our project now we see light. Counting down 20 days to final presentation and we are still rushing. I won't blame Unni for keep on adding things to our project, I know he wants us to score better so what I can do is chiong for my last 100m lap, I can see the finishing line in front already. God I promise You we will hold each other hands and finish the race. May Your grace and protection be with us that no one will fall down. Amen
Last Saturday, as usual we had our bible study conducted by fa Ji. At the end of the lesson, he mention something about hurts that people had inflicted on you and all the worries you have right now. We began to sing Alleluia to Christ the Lord without any musical instrument, halfway someone was coughing, he cough until want to vomit that type. I though it was normal, cos I ever cough until vomit too. But few seconds later, I heard someone pushing the chairs on the floor and he started screaming and crying. I know its deliverence and I started to give God my thanks for making me so obedience that devil don't have chance to attack me. I am happy for that person because he is clean now. He really have that faith and full of courage. What I want to say is, God is really real, put God first in your life and being obedience to Him, everything that You desire He will give it to you. I feel guilty for the past that I put work before Him, relying on my strength but not Him. Now I understand and I am even prosperous than before because we are really serving a living God, he will definitely open ways for you if you believe Him. If you are being tempted by devil, start asking yourself if you want to bow down and worship him as your master. It works for me pretty well cos I really hate the smelly rotten devil to the core. We look normal when standing among non- Christians but we are living in a spiritual realm, the feeling is like playing computer games having the character of special power or watching harry potter, got power one haha so nice and exciting. I never regret being a Christian but what I regretted most was why shouldn't I know Him earlier. This is the only religion that I feel so close to God that we even address Him as our Father. How nice and wonderful to say I LOVE YOU Heavenly Father. Well I shall end here may God bless your day.
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