Hmm this few days feeling extremely tired, feel like resting at home for one whole day watching tv, go online msn, lie down read magazine, help mummy to cook, play with Elkan. Yesterday left at about 7:15pm to circuit Rd, spend 20 mins searching for bus stop with bus number 135. I was thinking I should have left earlier, haha spend too much time playing woth cell group members until I don't feel like leaving. I was feeling super frustrated, thinking where the hell is the bus stop that Rebecca mention. Can you imagine I have to start tuition at 8pm and its already 7:40pm. have no idea how long the journey will be but thank God, I reached the kid's place at about 8:03pm. Hallelujah. Spend 1.5 hours testing her history and find ways to let her remember. Last time in Psychology I learnt that part of your intelligent also depending on how much you can remember. From today onwards think every tuition lesson I can go home cook maggie mee and eat. Got to ask mummy to buy different kinds of flavours and store it in the cupboard. I wanna watch tv especially the 7 to 9 pm shows.
Recently have been thinking of Chi Kong, don't know what is he doing, we hasn't contact each other for almost 2 weeks, everytime when I reached home, my brother or sister will say Zhi Jiang called but I don't even have the number cos he using pay phone. His laptop spoil also, cannot chat through msn. 7 more weeks to the end of MP/SIP, Qing Yang and Wei Jie will be back to join us once again.
Oh ya that day I was telling Siling I dream of God, He was testing me inside my dream. I was in an unknown church and that place was full of glare. I was standing beside Jeffery, while Siling and SiYi stood behine me. I was closing my eyes and worship Him, suddenly I felt Him laying hands on me and only me throughtout the entire church. My hand was trembling violently and Jeffery asked why am I shaking? Immediately I fall and roll out of the church. Even when I walked back to my seat, I can hardly open my eyes cause the glare was too strong. It was offering time then and I asked Siling to take out a piece of $10 for me, even though my wallet was stuffed with a thick stack of notes. The whole church gave a loud "WHAO" when I opened up my wallet. But ended up I say I want give $10 only. God was angry of course and scolded me. After this I woke up immediately, covered by a sense of guilt. I was sad because in reality I know I would never give God my best, but God has always given me His best.
Leviticus 27:30 "And all the tithe of the land, whether of the seed of the land, or of the fruit of the tree, is the LORD'S: it is holy unto the LORD."
1 Samuel 15:22: "And Samuel said, Hath the LORD as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the LORD? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams."
I felt honored on the other hand, I can't see see His face but I met Him in my dream. For one reason I prayed to God while I read the book "Heaven is so real". I want to be like Choo Nam, let me see your presence. Bible says "Ask and you shall receive" how true is this sentence.
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