Today I never went to school cos sick. Last Friday already fall sick think I keep too many things to myself until my body cannot take it, moreover the weather has been weird this few days. Last week I played squash with Siling and Rebecca. Its been long since I last played, if I am given a second chance I am not sure would I give up again. I hope to join school team when I first entered Poly,I even dream to be the top 10 to represent Temasak Poly. But my dream didn't last long at all because it was too stressful, everyone was so strong. Siling leave squash earlier than me, we were not close at that point of time yet so even when she leave I still continue to stay on. Until one day when I was with Angel, I sat at the bench stoning for one whole night and I turned to her saying I feel like quitting. I just don't like that feeling, every Wednesday train until 9 plus in the night than leaves school. By the time I reached home, I don't even have strength to do revision. It was also then that I realize I am to going to say goodbye to my dream. But anyway on Friday, I ran two rounds at the stadium, I perspired like dog after that. I also got hit by the squash ball, don't know what was I thinking at that time. But the impact is damn big, I immediately dropped my racket and lay down on the floor. In that split seconds I thought I was going to blind. I could not even open my eyes and when I managed to see light I will feel intense pain. On that same night I cant even sleep, I groan in pain haha think I irritate Siling cos I make a lot of weird noise. Friday was also Ignite Campfire, too bad cant stay overnight. Bel thanks for the drink, Gummy bear and orange dou key chain. That night when I leave the campsite, we "HOP ON" to one lorry and I really "HOP", my leg got blue black and my left cheek was pain because I used it to support my face. This few days I find myself so fortunate even though I was surrounded by many unwelcome incidents.
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