Actually I have a lot more to upload but it takes quite a few minutes to upload photos. Cannot imagine i started uploading at 7 plus and now its going to 11pm. Will continue Tomorrow. This few days quite boring. First block level 1 has seems to be my favourite place to rest. A lot of things has been running through my mind. I need to depend on myself more den relying on my friends and this not only implies to schoolwork. Of course God will still continue to play an important role in my life, and I want to lean on Him forever because I find that friends will disappoint me except Lord. In my toughest time, He really taught me to trust in Him. God has indeed shows me what Love is and what Love can do. Am I able to overcome it? My answer is I will try. I always wanted to do well in everything because I wanted to glorified God, to show others how good God has been to me. The grace He gives that makes me who I am right now. Fighting and winning in the name of Jesus. But too many glory,hinder what God's really wants me to see. The love that other people showered on me. I get it but i never treasure it so end of the day I don't know what is the feeling of LOVE cause all along it was always them giving in to me. I always felt I am a princess in my poly life because I don't have to plan a single thing and everything would be line up nicely in front of me. But right now, I experience helplessness that I might be facing something that cannot be solved. What shall I do? In the bible it says that let the weak says I am strong and let the poor says I have strength. But God, what should I say.
I need a hand to lift me up when I fall, to wipe away tears when I cry and a shoulder to lean on when I am tired. and most importantly a solution for my MP/SIP.
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Big Eyes Loves Bone
