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Alumni Night photos

2009-02-23T10:22:00.008+08:00

All of a sudden decided to put these Alumni Night photos. Three years in Temasek Polytechnic its like a flash of lighting to me. Remember the first time in year 1.1 after freshmen orientation camp, we always meet at the main gate then go in class together and late together, organized chalet after every exams, celebrate each others birthday, taking NAPFA together, go night cycling, Cambodia trip, attend I guides 3D2N camp and many more. Just wanna thank God for my years in TP and for this wonderful and united class He has blessed me with. He has really guided through and make me a changed person.

I first entered TP seeing nothing about my future and with my disappointing O levels results, I see no purpose in studying hard. But God is good, I do not know when I change but I know He has given me the spirit of Excellent. I no longer have to study like crazy and living under stress as compared to taking O levels that years. With the faith I have in Him, my results in Polytechnic has given me confident about my future. God has indeed open my eyes to let me realize that what most important is now. I might not be a distinction student in the past but right now I am because of God, He make things possible for me. I have to say TP is really a turning point in my life and is really a good school to me. Three years have passed and we are graduating soon, very sad especially my last paper on Friday because it is the last time I sat inside for my main exam.

I am going to study School of Theology (SOT) for 5 months to let God mould my character and spiritual life even further. I hope that after I graduate, I could do Evangelism better, knowing how to bring people into the kingdom of God and get them rooted into the church. To learn how to pray better for people in the fourth dimension and be obedient to God.

Well all the best for our future, CHEERS TO G605!!

2009-02-04T09:21:00.006+08:00

Hi I am back again. Finally have a good sleep after many days of "RUSH HOURS". Cannot take it, many things have to be submitted within a week but thank God, I believe I have done a good job. That day on my way to Pasir Ris, I was in the same bus as Wayne. During the CCOM, he was my competitor, really pro and calm in talking. I learn a lot from him but one thing to say actually much of his skills I do have also, but the attachment things haix guess I lose out to him in that area. Initially I thought his GPA was good cos in that interview room when I say distinction in this, he will say distinction in another subject, super funny but I will not say what is his GPA. We chat a lot also, like where to go after graduate and church things. He is from Church of Singapore so in that interview room we were all Christian including our CCOM teacher.

Actually I am very disappointed with my own performance during CCOM, I felt I could have done better after all there is only one chance so I really regret. Monday night rushed home after tuition at Hougang, I was looking for my thumb drive so that I can start doing power point straight away but I searched high and low but to no avail. Just didn't see that small metal piece. The saddest thing to say is I don't even have time to sad over that lost thumb drive. I immediately get soft copy from Siling and start doing cos I am really tired and presentation is next day 1:30pm. We spend the whole night until 1 plus midnight and early morning wake up at 7 to continue but teacher only glance through so we finish presentation in just 2 mins when it was suppose to be 10 mins.

Now everything seems to be over but a lot of results I don't have any idea what it will become. Before that I was still full of confident in getting straight A's but now really can't see. Everything was just too fast and furious. I have been praying hard for a good GPA. My goal is to enter SMU study Psychology or Sociology in the school of Humanities and Social Science. I know what I want to be in the future, getting a high paying job is one thing but shining brightly in the market place for God is my main thing. Just like Kang Xi Emperor say: "No point having all the riches, authorities when one is not happy at all" but after he received Christ all the surroundings become more meaningful to him as a Emperor. I want to be like Kang Xi Emperor not having power or wealth but is the authority to lead people to Christ. If Kang Xi Emperor can do it I can do it also, cos he and I have the Heavenly Father whose name is Shang Di. (God is Chinese term). I really really love God because He is so real than any other goodness or gods I know.

first meeting of Laos trip

2009-01-31T00:11:00.005+08:00

Just reach home not long ago, went to chi kong's place with the rest of G605 cliques to have our new year visitation spree. I had fun not in playing majong hehe but is being generous in sending gifts to my friends in pet society. Today I also attended a meeting regarding OCP to Laos. I received this e-mail yesterday and my friends were discussing whether or not to go. I though they were merely saying cos almost half of the class sign up however the school only want 20 people to go so I thought no harm trying. I was being short-listed once during last sem to Laos but ended up it was unsuccessful. This time round I guess most probably really got in le, cos the teacher ask are we really serious? Well today during meeting, I chose the role as Secretary and First Aider and the teacher announced that she is going to increase the number of people to 40. Currently there is a total of 24 people signing up including me.

I really want to go cos OCP to Cambodia was really great experience for me, not only did I earned my seal point, get a certificate, bare good testimony. I really try a lot of hands on skill- Drilling, marking wall, digging drench , laying cable, designed scrape book as a gift to Cambodia kids, learned new dance and had my first ever massage cum molest by that sexy lady. Too many things to describe. Although previously life was really like prisoner of war and it lasted for 1 week, worked long hours, eat little or don't even have appetite to eat when you see the food, bathe in a dirty toilet, where the moment you remove your clothes, all the flying insect will attack you. At night before sleep still got briefing, next day wake up at 6:30am or 7am. This time round is better cos directly go to their city area and will be staying at hotel throughout. I am looking forward to another great experience as this type of country is going to stretch my mental and physical capacity to 101%. It is my last time attending this oversea community project before I graduate and really no more chance le. It will be on 2nd April to 11 or 12 April.

God is Faithful

2008-12-30T13:05:00.004+08:00

Times flies and my two weeks holiday finally over, it seems like I only have one week of holiday. This two week I had the "My Hope" program and I invited bean club to come and have steamboat with my cell group. On the Christmas eve I went to Orchard with Isabel to explore the time back to 2000 years ago when Jesus was born, I took photos with the three wise men following the stars in search of Jesus, also with Joseph, Mary and baby Jesus. On the Christmas eve and during Christmas, I went to both expo and Jurong west services, the drama was super funny and the feel of Christmas was so strong to me. Indeed Jesus is the reason for this season. I also had gift exchange with my cell group members. secondary cliques and poly will be on this Wed. On the Sunday we had an appreciation day with my previous cell group (before multiply) haha again we had steamboat, but this time round better cos more people and a lot of new faces.
There is something I wanna mention here, among all the gifts that I received, God has given me the best present -a friend name "Hui Yi". I get to know her on 25th Dec and I don't know why we can be so close like sister like that just like how Isabel and I are so close now. We planned to do many things together, to shop for new year clothes, attend guitar lesson and many more. Haha God is really fantastic.
Well the feeling of back to school was a bit boring, have to get back to projects, lab work, assignments like no time for me to take a break like that. The TP career fair is coming soon, I am looking forward to my future. Yesterday got back our one and only term test paper, I scored 46/50, really thank God for this, He is faithful to me and thank God that the rest of my friends did well also but most importantly is they passed.
Deuteronomy 7:9 Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; He is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands.
Yesterday also resumed back Hougang tuition, actually I love teaching that little boy cos the time past very fast. Tomorrow have a countdown party with my poly friends, I miss them so much, this holiday like totally loss contact with them except those who are in the same church as me. Hopefully God can bless each and everyone of us in the upcoming year.

Asia Conference

2008-11-23T00:39:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow is the last day of Asia Conference. It is awesome, the best conference City Harvest Church had ever held, throughout this 4days of sessions and electives, I really learn a lot especially for my spiritual life. I witness and experience the power of Holy Spirit.

Just now when I was on my way back I was thinking about this question. All of us has Satan inside of us whether or not you are a Christian (ranging from Bean club, G605 to all the people I know and met) So if one doesn't guard his/her heart well, Satan is going to rule over it and destroy your life. The patients of mental hospital, I believe they let the devil take control of their feelings and life so this kind of mishap happens to them. Such a sad thing, really, they were once an adorable child, grown up to become a healthy person and just that something negative happen to their life, their mind lose control. I was reading a book describing how devil do their works in the cloud, the evil spirit hovering around each an every individual , always ready to attack. Sometime I was thinking if only God's can open people's eyes to let them see, how nice would it be. Without having to say much, people will understand the importance of having God in their life. Everybody knows that God is the creator of the whole universe, He does exist and many more that whoever is reading this blog, I want to say God created you because He loves you so much that you can ever imagine. He don't mind sacrifice His only son so that you won't be separated from Him. He is your Father in heaven. If someone ever wants you to sacrifice your child just to save another person. I can guarantee one will think twice, including me so I say our God is really great. He is not mine alone, He is yours also. One of my favorite songs, "How Great is Our God" whenever I listen to it, tears will just roll down. I can feel the pain He has for His children. JESUS came 2000 years ago, to redeem our souls so that we can be saved and have eternal life with Him. I want to share all this happiness to the people out there, that nothing can be more important then enjoying the life with Him, the bible also promises us a lot of good things that is coming to His children.

I ever told ling this, how nice would it be if I could have just live a life of my own that my heart will not be bothered by lost soul. Sometimes the moment I closed my eyes, I see those horrible scene. I shall not say it here but I am burden by it. Wondering why people are just too busy with their things and don't even recognize the Father that first created them. My heart bleeds for this people. I told myself if God can come down for His judgment asap, I would be happy but it also mean final goodbye to some people and eternal torment which I don't want to see and is too afraid to write here because one thing is I care for you. My motto in Christian life "The greatest gift I can ever give is not Branded goods but is to let you know Christ and enjoy eternal life with Him" God really taught me to be loving towards people, so friends even if we don't contact each other for years, or even once a year, or even when we are quarreling, I care for your life. God waited for me for 19 years, so as long as I live I will wait for you.
There is one life only, and there is really hell and heaven, thats all I can say.
1 John 4:17
In this way, love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment, because in this world we are like him.
Revelation 20:15
If anyone's name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire.
Revelation 21:27
Nothing impure will ever enter it, nor will anyone who does what is shameful or deceitful, but only those whose names are written in the Lamb's book of life.

Today Benny Hinn preached a very good message, he said we are like God and the ants are the people of the earth, we cannot communicate with ants nor they can communicate to us. We can see ants in a similar way like how God can see us, but the ants cannot see us because we are like cloud to them, too huge to see as a whole. In order for God to communicate with us, He became the image of us, walking among us to spread the gospel of the living God so that no one shall perish(entering hell). He is awesome, a God that truly loves His people so deep.

Today the anointing of God filled the entire place, Benny Hinn lay hands on us as well. He wanted us to hold hands with our neighbors and reached out our hands to God. He told us that the moment we shout "FIRE", the anointing of God is going to flow down from Heaven. So we shouted "fire" and I heard pomp pomp pomp, people began fall down under the presence of God, I fell as well. It is amazing!! There is even deliverance as well (casting out of demons). God is really moving almightily in hall 7,8 and 10 and 25,000 people attended this service!!! This Asia Conference is really an eye opening one, He even prophesies about the things to come, about the nations.
Exodus 20:20
Moses said to the people, "Do not be afraid. God has come to test you, so that the fear of God will be with you to keep you from sinning."
I feel so honored being part of CHC members and most importantly I am able to experience God in just a powerful way.

Living in a spiritual realm

2008-11-10T09:51:00.004+08:00

Today is a new week for me, going to Thank God here for delivering me out of worried, stress, tiredness and friendship problem that I faced. Also wanna thank my groups of friends that encourage me when I am down. What Sze shared during last week of Revelation were so true, that our spiritual realm is here and right now. God is standing somewhere near to me, it might be in front of me but the hardworking devil will find all its ways to block us from seeing God and that's through controlling our mind that eventually lead to feelings. Just like what I have learn in "Fire and Life safety management" when a building is under fire and the smoke density is so high, how far can the person see through smoke to find the exist when we know that the exist way is always there will depend on one of the conditions- physical and mental state of the observer. So the fire is the devil, the exit is the God and smoke is our problem. Thank God that this week I see the importance of being clear in my mind so that God can led me out of all my troubles.

In everything I do I seek God and ask for His help, especially for my project when I really desire an A. I pray and fast, visualize Yong Feng, Siling and me seeing an A appearing in the MP/SIP column. I speak forth this to increase my faith. For almost everyday I do the same thing. I know throughout this six months God has really seen us through, from what we seems to be hopeless for our project now we see light. Counting down 20 days to final presentation and we are still rushing. I won't blame Unni for keep on adding things to our project, I know he wants us to score better so what I can do is chiong for my last 100m lap, I can see the finishing line in front already. God I promise You we will hold each other hands and finish the race. May Your grace and protection be with us that no one will fall down. Amen

Last Saturday, as usual we had our bible study conducted by fa Ji. At the end of the lesson, he mention something about hurts that people had inflicted on you and all the worries you have right now. We began to sing Alleluia to Christ the Lord without any musical instrument, halfway someone was coughing, he cough until want to vomit that type. I though it was normal, cos I ever cough until vomit too. But few seconds later, I heard someone pushing the chairs on the floor and he started screaming and crying. I know its deliverence and I started to give God my thanks for making me so obedience that devil don't have chance to attack me. I am happy for that person because he is clean now. He really have that faith and full of courage. What I want to say is, God is really real, put God first in your life and being obedience to Him, everything that You desire He will give it to you. I feel guilty for the past that I put work before Him, relying on my strength but not Him. Now I understand and I am even prosperous than before because we are really serving a living God, he will definitely open ways for you if you believe Him. If you are being tempted by devil, start asking yourself if you want to bow down and worship him as your master. It works for me pretty well cos I really hate the smelly rotten devil to the core. We look normal when standing among non- Christians but we are living in a spiritual realm, the feeling is like playing computer games having the character of special power or watching harry potter, got power one haha so nice and exciting. I never regret being a Christian but what I regretted most was why shouldn't I know Him earlier. This is the only religion that I feel so close to God that we even address Him as our Father. How nice and wonderful to say I LOVE YOU Heavenly Father. Well I shall end here may God bless your day.

2008-11-03T13:15:00.003+08:00

Hi I am back to upload awhile, have been a busy week for me, seriously I wanted to study for my own module, I already claim in Jesus name that this semester I will score extremely well, God has also shown me a lot of ways but I still have to study hard cos I don't want my brain to be an empty shell. I have been doing MP/SIP group report and helping my cell group to do things for last week. Monday night attended a leader's meeting, I felt something different about my spiritual life perhaps is because I have been fasting and praying to have a much closer walk with God. And for this arise and build season, frankly speaking deep down in my heart I knew this is a sacrificing amount. I can say the feeling is different from the previous arise and build and I am giving my best and that's for sure. As I pledged and put in the amount, I cried, not because I am waving goodbye to my money but I really look forward to what God will perform and promise to give in my life and cell group. I want to be faithful and obedience just like Choo Nam, I remembered once, the day before service I prayed to God that let me see Your face because Choo Nam have this privilege to see Jesus standing on the stage when they were singing praise and worship. Haha seriously I wanted to see Him and most probably the first question I would ask is can I bring big eyes (my smelly bolster) with me to Heaven. God wanted Abraham to sacrifice Issac and Abraham obeyed and God did this to test his faith and love for Him. But if God wants me to sacrifice big eyes, I will cry. Haha when I thought this to myself I laugh and its inside the bus some more but I really love God and try my best not to give in to Satan cos Jesus is my master not that ugly devil.
This morning I went down to Heart of God church to have morning prayer, I walked and went to level 2 and pray, though the members are at level one but the moment when I opened my mouth and speak in tongue, His presence came to me instantly. That's fast I thought to myself and Jesus has began to give me what I asked for. Last time when I felt the presence of God, it always come and go, come and go, although its just a touch but I will say thank you and today the presence is with me for a long time.

My heart is not yet so excited for Asia conference, haha I dun want yeah for the sake of yeah. But I want this feeling to be the same as arise and build, can't wait to give, can't can't to fulfill and if financial situation allows I would like to add on more sacrifice to arise and build. Friday prayer meeting at my place, Sarah pass down the Asia conference list of courses that we chose. I pick this "choosing the right partner ",sounds weird but no harm listening cos I don't want to pick a wrong life partner. Haha actually I choose a man myself however I will let God decide for me. If yes than something something if no den another thing. My ideal partner, the most important criteria is he must be a child of God, it does not mean a christian just in the name. But having the same faith as I am or even more and put God first in His life. This man in my life is going to hold my hand and walk towards Heaven, NOT hell. Entering into heaven is not as easy as what you think, by attending service that isn't enough and doesn't guarantee one having eternal life, most importantly is the attitude and heart that one carry. God reveals to Choo Nam at the end of the day before He comes again to judge the earth, more than half of the world population will be saved, that is a good thing however when I further read, out of 100% Christian only 20% is obedient, this is the sad thing. I won't say I am fully obedient but I want to be one and I really try to please God as much as I can. There are times where I would rely on my own strength but I hope my future partner would guide me spiritually and direct me to the right track again not just emotionally, financially and physically. He would not only love me but love God whole heartedly as well.

Psalm 31:1-5

In You, O Lord, I put my trust;

Let me never be ashamed;

Deliver me in Your righteousness.

Bow down Your ear to me,

Deliver me speedily;

Be my rock of refuge,

A fortress of defense to save me.

For You are my rock and my fortress;

Therefore, for Your name's sake,

Lead me and guide me.

Pull me out of net which they have secretlt laid for me,

For You are my strength.

Into Your hand I commit my spirit;

You have redeemed me, O LORD God of truth.

Malaysia trip with Isabel part 1

2008-09-29T13:24:00.012+08:00

Sunset already
twin peak, its simply magnificent and the picture below is the coral reef they are form by living organisms found in marine water with little or no nutrient in the water.

Restaurant where delicious meals are served
You can choose to eat while facing the south china sea or trees
standard room, just find this design better than deluxe

We had our BBQ dinner for the first night, the people are so friendly. There is pub located just directly beside.
Sun Beach Resort is soooooo Nice! Everything is just so perfect.

This is the shop where you can find snokering and fishing equipment

Haha the budget room, when tsunami hit, they are first to be affected.
But if scare to die early can choose the one slightly higher.

Behind the resort is the hills, its so tall. I love natural sight.

Our room is the deluxe one cos got TV but ended up the TV is not working
The chair that you see is not for us to see, it is for us to hang clothes. No more using lamp to dry.

Malaysia trip with Isabel part 1

Two days in Tioman was an eye opening experience for me. I always wanted to go this island ever since I watched that swimming series "Ren Wo Ao You" and it was nominated by Times magazine as one of the world most beautiful island. The night before our trip bel stayed at my place after cell group meeting, reached home quite late after supper. Went to buy bread for Tomorrow breakfast. Didn't slept much as I was still doing last minutes packing. Woke up at 5am and took a cab down to Lavander, wanted to find a place for breakfast but the shop so weird, still have to wait until boss arrive then can start business. Ended up she called Mac for breakfast. I brought Big eyes along, so that inside bus can hug and smell big eyes. Before the trip we searched the Internet, think Sun beach resort was the best within the budget. It is located in Kg. Genting. Well there is legend that lies behind this ravishing island "that Pulau Tioman is the resting ground of a beautiful dragon princess who, while flying from China to her beloved in Singapore, sought solace in the crystal-clear waters of the sea. Pleased with the island's charms, she discontinued her journey to give pleasure and comfort to passing travelers by turning herself into an island."

Really thanks to Bel, she did a lot of preparation, with her around I don't have to worry where to go or what to do. She is really a nice companion to go oversea with. The moment we reached Tioman, I was full of anticipation looking forward to trying new things. The weather was hot about 34 degree but it just did not dampen my mood. Took 5-6 hours bus journey, along the way saw a lot of banana and coconut trees. I was arguing with bel what tree was that, she said banana but I insisted coconut. Slept a lot on the trip. Took a ferry for another 1 1/2 hours after alighting at Mersing. Inside the ferry we sat separately, actually I wanted to sit on the top of the ferry but the person don't allow, so I was forced to sit in between two Caucasian. They chatted with me about the natural scenery and places of interest that it is a must to see when you go overseas, we also chat about jobs and Christ. Surprisingly they both worked in Singapore and is a coach for diving in Tioman. I fell asleep, felt like vomiting also especially when I woke up from my rest.

We reached the destination at 12:30pm. The time seems to pass real slow, the people lived a simple life also. The moment I stepped out of the ferry, I uttered a "Wow". I love seeing natural sight especailly when I read about them in a book like how mountain is form, Rafflesia the world biggest flower, coral reef, don't know how many feet tall of hills, south china sea and many more. Seeing it with your eyes and the kind of excitment is one cannot imagine just like what Roman 8:19 says "The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed." It is just fantastic. What I can say is God creation is just lovely and stunning. I think going overseas should see more things that you never see before rather than just shopping and playing, though the fun must still exist but let's not forget how God play with its "playdough". Romans 1:20 says this "For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities- his eternal power and divine nature-have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse."

The sea was extremely clear and tranquil with the colors of bluish green in the center, steel blue at the surrounding of the bluish green color and royal blue at the far end. The jetty was long so even when you stand at the end, you can see clearly at school of fishes swimming underneath and coral reef laying at the seabed. This kind of view cannot be found anywhere in Singapore, it really caught my eyes and I wanted to go that place again to try snorkeling and diving, to experience the touch and seeing them swim pass my body.

Tioman was full of high gigantic hills and one row of resorts stood afar facing the South China Sea, it is part of the Pacific Ocean measuring 3, 500, 000 km2. The people were friendly, helped us carry luggage to our room. We walked around Sun Bearch Resort looking for provision shop, so bel bought a local Sim card and prepaid card so that we can call home, I wanted to search for money changer but there was none, so I changed S$100 with Bel to survive first. Haha I called mum and told her I am fine and had reached the place peacefully.

Our TV was not working so we looked for someone to repair, he even changed a TV for us but it still doesn't worked so ended up we just forget about it. thank God, Bel bought laptop along so at night after dinner we had our movie at home watching beautiful boxer, nice and touching. For the first day, lunch was not provided, so we bought ayam cup noodles for lunch, taste like my faourite yellow packet that noodles. We slept a lot in the afternoon after lunch. Actually wanted to watch sunset but slept until near dinner time, so she woke me up. Haha think with big eyes around I can slept for centuries. I parted with big eyes and leaving him alone in the room. Talking about the dinner, we had BBQ dinner for the first night. so sumptuous, they BBQ for us cooking squids, fish, chicken wings, marinated mutton, hot dogs, salad, fruits, fried rice and bee hoon. Yummy we ate at one of the table at the sandy beach with a pub located directly beside, facing the sea and enjoying welcome dinner. However they got cats around, looking so skinny, wandering at the bottom of the table waiting for us to give them food, see already also heart pain. I wanted to take fish and feed him de but bel stopped me say cannot. Haix so heartless. After that went to buy some tidbits- twisties cheese flavor and store in the room. Bath already then watched the beautiful boxer with bel, its a Thai show with this man dreaming to become a woman one day, haix don't understand how human mind works also, had my quiet time and do a bit of housework before I sleep.
End of part 1>>> to be continue part 2

Praise and worship syposium

2008-09-04T09:36:00.004+08:00

Today was a tiring day for me, early morning wake up for praise and worship symposium at Jurong west, the words shared by Yi Lun and Eric were amazing. It definitely bring forth transformation to my spiritual life.
The 4 important aspect of praising are
a) having confident in knowing who God is.
b) Praise is a sacrifies.
c) Praise is my spiritual weapon
d) praise can create a powerful atmosphere.
If one is confident with God, he will praise God confidently. I will also want to praise God even when I am feeling down because this is then that my praise is valuable to Him. When we praise God, He is fighting a war for us, so nice cos everyday the devil will try his ways to tear us apart, but if I keep building my life with faith, this devil will soon give up wahaha. All of us shout and praise like there is no Tomorrow, think CHC should come out with this more often for youth then there will be a breakthrough in service 1 . I leave at 2:15pm cos I have Tuition at 3:30pm and at night another at Hougang. Guess what when i was half way on my journey, the tuition kid message me saying he would like to postpone it to Monday. Don't know should I be sad or happy. I dragged myself there even though I was tired, but last minutes he said cancelled and the worst thing-it was raining heavily. I never carry an umbrella with me. I even stepped onto a muddy pool of water, cause the open wound on my leg to be extremely painful. Haix he should have told me earlier so that I can push the first tuition to the latter time then I could have stay and enjoy the word even longer. Haiz no money can buy the holy laughter, the laying hands and the golden words. I miss the last part and its the most interesting part. How I wish got replay then I can go CHC again.
Psalm 18:48 ESV (who delivered me from my enemies; yes, you exalted me above those who rose against me; you rescued me from the man of violence.)
Psalm 106:48 ESV (save us, O LORD our God, and gather us from among the nations, to give thanks to Your holy name, to triumph in Your praise)
This morning received a msg from Shan saying, "The joy of the lord is your strength. Lean on His strength and jia you." Your msg makes my day full of energy, thank so much. God was telling me this is wants by what edification means. 1 Thess 5:11 (Therefore comfort each other and edify one another, just as you also are doing) I remember during cell group I was sharing a verse that we should encourage one another for our friendship to grow, now I understand how le. Haha its amazing. Hmm I am finishing my new testament soon, Praise the Lord. But it needs a lot of understanding to study Old testament. Well may God open my eyes and let the Holy Spirit guide me so that I can understand.
A LITTLE EXTRA (This is what I used to understand the book of Revelation)
1= New Beginnings and unity
2=Witness and division
3=Divinity, heaven and God
4=Earth and man
5=Grace and favor
6=The world and is man's number; it falls short of seven therefore it is imperfection
7=Perfection, completeness and abundance
10=obedience, completeness of order
12=Government, authority.
3 1/2=Being half of seven (perfection), is an indefinite period of time; it is a number of trouble and judgement.
Rev 1:3 Blessed is he who reads and those who hear the words of this prophecy, and keep those things which are written in it; for the time is near

Booking to Tioman and KL

2008-09-02T13:24:00.004+08:00

Hmm this morning jolene msg me saying me that there will be a girl guide's outing this friday. Jolene and Yulin not going sia, find no motivation in going too. Anyway Friday might have cellgroup so cannot make it. Yulin said now both huiling and her ar working at the insurance company at Raffles place doing admin job, so happy for them. Gotta find one day now to Raffles place and have lunch with them to surprise them. Haha. Came back school today to do source code, but level 8 lab is closed, I have left a note there, hopefully the lady can open the door for us once she come back after lunch.
Last Saturday 30th Aug, went to meet Bel Bel at Lavander after my bible study to do booking for Tioman and KL trip. We booked five star and grassland dunno what, hmm will be leaving at 6am in the morning. Currently checking for hotel rates and stuffs. Need to pray alot for the trip cos there very dangerous to me.
Well nothing much to write today, just miss Elkan alot. Elkan ar Elkan what you doign now, Yi Yi miss you so much especially your cute smile.

First CL Lesson

2008-08-17T12:55:00.003+08:00

First CL Lesson

Yesterday had the first Christian Lifestyle lesson, conducted by pastor Eric, haha he is the drummer from Superband-"DreamFactory", He is funny and super cute but his knowledge for God is extremely great beyond what I can imagine. The words that come forth his mouth is so full of wisdom and anointing. The people attending was quite little, with only 15, haha but who knows maybe river walk jam pack sia.
He asked questions like how do you know the bible is real. Well surprisingly I answered him: "The things that were written 2000 years back all came to past, such as war, idolatry even the book ofRevelation-the beastly system is happening right now but it was all written thousands of years back and one more thing, the books were all written by different people, who are NOT related to one another but yet they wrote the same thing and can be compile into books with order-which is what I am holding now the HOLY BIBLE ". If we were to give us this 15 people to write a book and compille, most probably it will be become a rubbish with each of us writing different things. Haha incredible right.
The little boy is incredible too, I first saw him at the Ignite Camp-Nakan Mura team. He is only 13 years old yet he can answer things like the old testament only mention about prophets while new testament only menton about apostles which I don't even realize it at all. I want to increase my knowledge in the word of God too especially in the Book of Revelation. I learnt that this is a end time coded book that is only created for the Christian, you must unlock the code to know the truth. I only understand the triple 6 and the beast from the earth, years back people already have and it is continue and spreading now.
A true living GOD who gives us a true living words. Psalm 119:30 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. You know sometimes I was thinking how good it is to use this lamp to guide the lost back to him, like my poly friends, bean club and many more. Generation after generation people have been tied down by idololatry, most importantly my parent(want to know where are they now? Right now they are outside worshipping other godssssssssssss, dunno which one, too many god with each specialize with one thing) Hahah shall end here le, need to do my project le, busy week for me.

Multiply my time

2008-08-14T09:58:00.002+08:00

This week is a tiring week for me, starting on Monday I have to wake up at 5:30am to prepare for morning prayer meeting which starts at 7am at Heart of God Church. It is a small church as compared to CHC with only a total strength of 1400 members. These few days have been praying for alot of things, for Singapore, for our governmemnt and the cabinets, various ministries in City Harvest Church lastly also for these two churches.
Its really tiring if you have a busy schedule like me but Monday I still can take it but slowly for the rest of the days, my body immune system started to decrease rapidly, no energy to walk, to eat.
The moment after prayer meeting have to go back school and rush for project le, cos next Wednesday is presentation, at night give tuition, after tuition need do my tuition kid's work, sometime continue my reseach at home. Next morning the same routine again. Haha sounds little but it is extremely tired especially when one of my tuition kids keep asking me to help her with project, I hope to but I don't have the time. Two days ago I received 7 messages, 5 of it is from her. She was asking me to send her the planning now!! I was a bit agitated of course because my group was having meeting with the Hong Kong Professor. We eneded everything at about 6 plus, even though we were supposed to end at 5:30pm. I rushed home cos after that I would have Tuition with this same girl. I do it at her place so leave her house at around 10 plus. Although I was angry at her for not trying her best when it was actually her project and not mine, but I still did it for her because I care for her studies. Well God looks at every little thing we do, for It is God who shows me His love that I, too, will love my people fervently. Day after day, I experience the strength He pour on me, though I am tired but during the afternoon I will be charge with energy once again.
Hebrews 7:25"Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them."

Last cell group meeting with N282

2008-08-11T14:36:00.004+08:00

Last cell group meeting with N282

Yesterday about 2:35pm we had our last cell group meeting at Daryl's house, Zhenn preached a short message and at around 4:45pm, the results of multiplication was shown in a piece of paper. It was a mixed feeling for me. Happy but at the same time sad also because I will be leaving Zhenn to a new cell group, she is a very good leader to me, it was also under her wings that I learnt a lot of things like how to sing in tongue, how to step out of my comfort zone in serving people with a pure heart, accountability to leaders so that we can break the york of devil and how to worship God with the right attitude and many more. She opens a lot of opportunities for me such as given me a post of a connect group assistant leader. It may sounds nothing to you but it meant a lot to me, although I didn't do my best in helping Yuli or even Zhenn but I know she wants me to grow. To grow meaning to have more responsibility in the thing you do, last but not least to have a closer walk with God and even with your leader, who will not wish? "Maturity isn't depend on how old you are but how much you are willing to hold the responsibilities"

Before mulitiplication, I just had a strong feeling or even descerning with the help of the holy spirit that I will go to Sarah's group N423, so the results appeared just as what I had expected. I cried when I walked to ling, it might be my last time praising God together with her in a home cell group. Joked with my refreshment ICs(Bel and Shan), last time prepare refreshment together le, waved bye to Zhenn for watching me grow and her guidance. But one thing I need to say, we will be seeing each other again in Heaven if we continue walking in a righteous path Amen? I know God has plan a great destiny for all of us, to rise up to a higher level, continue to worship you in faith, and He will continue to reveal dreams and revelation to us. How great is our God, He is that Great!!

"The Lord added to their numbers each day those who were being saved." (Acts 2:47). Later they moved to multiplication: "So the word of God spread. The number of disciples in Jerusalem increased rapidly." (Acts 6:7)

I like what Joel Comiskey says: “Cells are born to multiply. The DNA of the cell is to give birth to a daughter cell. This is so essential that it will demand the total church concentration to ake this happen. In fact, it won’t happen under busy pastors who have too many things on their ind. Only through total concentration and focus will cells have the necessary resources to truly make them work.”

N423:

Sarah, Yuliana, Wei Jian, Beng Cheong, Chun Shan,Rebecca, Nicole, Juliette, Joey, Kelvin, Wei Xiang and ME!!

Festival of Praise

2008-08-04T15:23:00.008+08:00

Wow the last entry I posted was 4th of July, didn't know time passes that fast. Hmm this week was quite a busy week for me. Last week Friday was the "Festival of Praise" Aug 1 to Aug 3 at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. Hmm but I only went for Sat and half of Sun service. Can you imagine over 140 churches coming together to worship God? I have taken a few photos but will post it when I have the time cos my school computer takes centuries to upload photos.
The moment I walked to Kallang station, it was already packed with people waiting for shuttle bus. The participating worshipping band were Reuben Mogan and Parachutes and the special speaker was Rev Mark Conner. Most of the praise and worship was my first time hearing it, Lord songs is always the nicest songs. The atmosphere for that two night were extrememly high. Should have take the photos of people queuing up also. Hmm the concert starts at 7:30pm but our cell group started queuing up at 1:30pm. I arrived late but really thank them cause we got the floor area seats. People thought it was 5566 concert but NO!! God definitely worth more than them because God created US. Amen. The message for that night is good, I always learn a lot from the services and I don't really like to miss any one of it unless something happen to me cos its a golden word from Heaven. Money also can't buy. We ended the service with praise and worship so it was quite tiring.
When I looked at the people all around me at the Indoor Stadium, one scene just fleshed across my mind that the whole stadium is being transformed into Heaven and everyone is singing praise to Him. Zechariah 14:16 And it shall come to pass, that every one that is left of all the nations which came against Jerusalem shall even go up from year to year to worship the King, the LORD of hosts, and to keep the feast of tabernacles. Can you imagine we are going to meet them after life. We are going to see each other again in the Heaven!! As what God promises us because our name are in the Book of Life and we are called to be His sheep(the Christians) to enjoy eternal life with Him (Our shepherd). Revelation 20:12 And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works.
Revelation 20:15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.
We don't believe in reincarnation because if you asked me where are my grandparents, I will only answer you, they are in hell because no one speaks to them about Christ. Its really sad to know them suffering down there and forever there. Even the person who come out with this word don't even know their relatives or friends went to after they pass away how are they going to guarantee what or who are they now after they reincarnate?

Prayers to God:
Father I thank you for allowing me a second chance of life as in Your word You says that "no one go to Father except through Me for I am the truth, the way and the Life" I thank you for the Holy Spirit that is in me, that makes me says U ARE THE CHRIST, A LIVING GOD because without this gift I am unable to believe You. It is You, Lord, that stop me from thinking "why me" during my trials and tribulation but "Try me".Thank you for everything You have done in my life. My days will never be so wonderful if I never know You. For all my praise and glory I lifted up to you. I love You Lord. Amen

God I am sorry

2008-07-14T13:18:00.003+08:00

Hmm this few days feeling extremely tired, feel like resting at home for one whole day watching tv, go online msn, lie down read magazine, help mummy to cook, play with Elkan. Yesterday left at about 7:15pm to circuit Rd, spend 20 mins searching for bus stop with bus number 135. I was thinking I should have left earlier, haha spend too much time playing woth cell group members until I don't feel like leaving. I was feeling super frustrated, thinking where the hell is the bus stop that Rebecca mention. Can you imagine I have to start tuition at 8pm and its already 7:40pm. have no idea how long the journey will be but thank God, I reached the kid's place at about 8:03pm. Hallelujah. Spend 1.5 hours testing her history and find ways to let her remember. Last time in Psychology I learnt that part of your intelligent also depending on how much you can remember. From today onwards think every tuition lesson I can go home cook maggie mee and eat. Got to ask mummy to buy different kinds of flavours and store it in the cupboard. I wanna watch tv especially the 7 to 9 pm shows.
Recently have been thinking of Chi Kong, don't know what is he doing, we hasn't contact each other for almost 2 weeks, everytime when I reached home, my brother or sister will say Zhi Jiang called but I don't even have the number cos he using pay phone. His laptop spoil also, cannot chat through msn. 7 more weeks to the end of MP/SIP, Qing Yang and Wei Jie will be back to join us once again.
Oh ya that day I was telling Siling I dream of God, He was testing me inside my dream. I was in an unknown church and that place was full of glare. I was standing beside Jeffery, while Siling and SiYi stood behine me. I was closing my eyes and worship Him, suddenly I felt Him laying hands on me and only me throughtout the entire church. My hand was trembling violently and Jeffery asked why am I shaking? Immediately I fall and roll out of the church. Even when I walked back to my seat, I can hardly open my eyes cause the glare was too strong. It was offering time then and I asked Siling to take out a piece of $10 for me, even though my wallet was stuffed with a thick stack of notes. The whole church gave a loud "WHAO" when I opened up my wallet. But ended up I say I want give $10 only. God was angry of course and scolded me. After this I woke up immediately, covered by a sense of guilt. I was sad because in reality I know I would never give God my best, but God has always given me His best.
Leviticus 27:30 "And all the tithe of the land, whether of the seed of the land, or of the fruit of the tree, is the LORD'S: it is holy unto the LORD."
1 Samuel 15:22: "And Samuel said, Hath the LORD as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the LORD? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams."
I felt honored on the other hand, I can't see see His face but I met Him in my dream. For one reason I prayed to God while I read the book "Heaven is so real". I want to be like Choo Nam, let me see your presence. Bible says "Ask and you shall receive" how true is this sentence.

Praise the Lord

2008-07-11T16:23:00.005+08:00

All of a sudden feel like blogging, this week has been a busy week for me. I started to give tuition assignment teaching pri 2 on every Monday and Wednesday 7:30pm and Sec 1 on every Thursday and Sunday at 8pm. Yesterday was my first time giving this sec 1 girl private tuition, her school work is difficult I can say, you cannot believe its a sec 1 assignment, it looks more like sec 3 or 4 but thank God I prayed before I go, managed to use my time wisely, explaining this and that to her. Recently I received quite a lot of tuition assignment but my time is already fully book so can no longer accept anymore but really praise the Lord, I am able to impart my knowledge to them. Seeing them improve in their weakest subject is my greatest joy. "If I can do what I can, God can do what I can't"
Yesterday I taught History, super funny when I try to recap, the kid was asking me if I can explain some of the chapters to her. I say show me your textbook then. The moment she flip to that particular page, my eyes nearly pop out, the topic is India religion- Hinduism and Buddhism. I stunned for few seconds and I began reading. In my mind I was thinking Father forgive me, I don't know how should I teach. The textbook mention that both Hinduism and Buddhism is only a belief, though I agree 100% and webpage does provide with the same answer but there is still people believe it but anyway I don't really like to mention religion infront of a stranger. I know the different kinds of religion in Singapore and base on my past year experience and knowledge about all, I know which one is real, which one is not. Its not because I am a Christian now and that I say this, when a person is sensitive, he/she can really see alot of things unseen. What I can say is God's power is with me and it lives it me. hallelujah!!
Back to that history topic, the story goes like this,back in 200BC(before Christ meaning in the year of bible new testaments) there was a prince name Shauudi(don't really know how to spell cos its long )living in this huge palace and living a luxurious life. He received news saying that his people are suffering and living in poverty, illness, bad living condition etc he was grief by knowing all these fact. So one day as he was walking alone outside his palace he saw this young man whom has the same thought as him however he put down everything, throwing his comfort life away to help people who are in need. The prince was deeply moved by his action and was motivated to like him. He sat down at one of the tree name tree of wisdom and he was enlightened by this revelation: "In order to be set free you need to remove hatred, anger and ? (can't remember the last point). He then decided to spread the word around. He mention to his followers that he is not a god and that this is not a religion but just his own belief, asking them to help him spread the word around. But after this prince pass away, people started to worship him, building temple for him etc and thus this is the reason people consider this as a religion. Its interesting, get to know the history that lead to now. Also not sure how many gods they worship, if I were to ask them who you worship think they are going to give me one whole list. Well anyway no offense, to know more of these can go read up yourselves, your knowledge in all areas will surely increase. May God bless you..

I miss God

2008-06-29T19:35:00.001+08:00

Finally I am back to blog again. Last Saturday went cycling with Cell Group, the cell group meeting was short just sang two praise songs and after that we went cycling. That day I went to take Ah Seng, Ricky, Zi wen and Kelvin's numbers. Hmm I will loves all these brothers because God first love me, although that day was a bit unhappy because cycled half way have to keep stopping and wait for the rest like not so fun like that. The next day I take Jared's number from Rebecca. He is a really nice guy although he is just a new friend and our first time seeing him but he is super helpful; he volunteered to cycle back with us to fetch Lalita, take water for me when I'm thirsty and help me with riding double bike. One thing I admired about him is that all his family members are Christian now, as and when they will pray together. so nice, but I know salvation is upon my family too because I have been praying real hard.
I miss this week service some more after service is BBQ, quite sad miss so much fun. Father in the name of Jesus I miss you a lot, I cannot imagine my days without Him. I always have this sense of closeness with Him, hearing His voice, seeing visions in my head but as the day pass it seems to fade away. I am afraid one day I could not speak in tongue anymore don't know why I will think in this way also.
Yesterday and today I went to work helping OCBC Bank, extremely interesting job, I am paid to play with the kids again but is quite tiring because the kids are so noisy and keep pushing to play first. Some nearly quarrel and I don't know how to handle all these. Well there are a few kids who keep coming back for the gift, a tissue box only what so whats there to quarrel about. Moreover beside me is a Shop n Save and if they really desperate can go buy one carton or better still go toilet for unlimited supply.
By the way this week my health is not so good, two weeks ago I fall sick and now its back again. Here pain there unwell. Wonder when will my cough and flu leave me completely. Am I sick on the inside, not sure whether should I go for a body check up? Ck if you are reading this blog, just want to apologize for not being able to pick up your calls or chat with you for long, there is no fix time of calling in but next time you let me know earlier by tagging me than I can go home early. My brother and sister are understanding one they will sure let me use if they know you call in unless is prayer conference than exceptional la. Haha hope all of your are doing fine. Take care and God bless.

Be Strong

2008-06-18T11:04:00.001+08:00

Two nights ago, siling called me, I thought just normal chit chat but she cried over the phone. I can't hear what she said about the whole incident but I understand how she felt towards Si Yi. Next week I will go her house, don't know what can I do, but just want to be there for her. I prayed for her over the phone also, I know my prayer will work because I pray from the bottom of my heart, its my earnest prayer and I am touched. Don't really like to hear you cry. You must be strong cos Si Yi needs you to comfort her also. Forgiveness is the power to freedom. Amen. I love you.

Fall Sick Again

2008-06-16T23:13:00.001+08:00

Today in school quite busy, was doing my log book and lab 5. Suddenly have an urge to fill in as many pages as possible. Went to free access lab, half way through I lie down in front of my computer and sleep. The moment I wake up, my whole body was hot although the room temperature was low, now my throat also feeling irritating. When I wanted to have a breakthrough be it spiritually or in studies there is always something happen. Stupid satan, trying to tear my life apart, you belong to hell not earth so go back there and fellowship with your master. This month I fell ill twice, I can't afford to take any off day le. Well later have to measure my body temperature before I sleep. Thank God when I am weak, He made me strong. Nothing can tear me apart because I know God is with me and He dwells in me. I like this sentence a lot that is "In tough time, God teaches me to trust" Actually wanted to upload what I've learn today but think other day ba.

Meeting with care person

2008-06-13T08:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to meet care person at 10:30am, thank God I am not alone at lease Rebecca is with me. I think I have been reaching school as early as 8: 30am since I receive my first warning letter. This is no joking matter and mercifully it is not going to affect my results. For the same incident, I don't know how many times must I repeat myself. I sitting down there and shake my leg while listening to him. Don't want to let the past affect my performance, I wanted to excel this sem. If God is with me who can be against me. Amen.

Tiring day

2008-06-12T09:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a busy day for me, meet Mr Unni at around 9:45am because we need him to assist us in lab 5, so that we can progress on creating LonWork prototype. Initially I thought it would take about 1 or 2 hour to complete it, but he took 5 hours to explain the whole thing and do it for us. I was sitting next to him listening and I nearly dozed off, my eyes was like 50% closing and brain 70% shut down. The night before I slept only a few hours, I wanted to ask him if can take a few minutes break, but he seems to get so enticed by the lab and keep talking to the computer screen. In order to keep myself awake, I take down notes while seeing him demo and that poor Siling was already sleeping behind of us. How I wish I can close my eyes together with her and let my brain rest but I wouldn't want to let Mr Unni see that we are not serious in our work so I E.N.D.U.R.E....
Both Siling and I take turns to yawn, she even wrote on the whiteboard that we are fighting with the Zzz monster. Funny lor, people here paying attention, she behind writing all this, think by doing this, it makes her awake also. And guess what? We finish the lab at 1: 30pm. I fight the Zzz monster for 5 hours lor, wa lau eh really traumatizing, early morning gotta suffer all these. By the time Mr Unni gets up of his chair, Siling went to sit right infront of the computer, I saw her moving the mouse and flipping the notes, I immediately asked her to stop her work because my armour, sword, and shealth all got holes le, can't fight Zzz monster any further.
After that went to concouse level and rest. Shivering throughout my sleep. The sun was scorching but my internal was trembling, weird. By right 2pm should go down I promo to sign my pay slip but was too tired to go. Sleep until near 4pm and went to have my lunch. I was telling Siling TP so big why everywhere I go keep bouncing with wei hong and his gang. Go toilet saw him, canteen buy drink saw him, walk to vending machine also saw him. Purposely choose Mensa Canteen to eat also can bounce onto him, let alone school bus stop. Really "Yuan Jia Lu Zai" .Do milestone after that and clocked out. It was tiring but I prefer this kind of life. Yeah!!

Conversation between mama and big eyes

2008-06-10T14:22:00.000+08:00

Big eyes: Hello I am back. Do you miss me?
Celeste: hafo. i'm here. u miss me 1st?
Big eyes: Woof Woof (Yes) and I am hungry.
Celeste: I'm more hungry than u ya. u anyhow go pick bones & eat can liao. :P
Big eyes: No I want eat yesterday that muffin. Isabel never buy my share so I by right I should share with you but you finish it le. Sob Sob..(Poor big eyes sitting at one corner crying)
Celeste: Isabel! wher u ar? Bigeyes finding u ya..
Big eyes: (Put down his trumpet on the floor and use his little hands to wipe away tears)

Lonely

2008-06-07T13:02:00.001+08:00

Half an hour later have to leave house for service. At night sis will be attending wedding dinner with Jeffery and Elkan. Brother won't be home so early because he will be serving for security until quite late. Later at home lonely, talk to big eyes and tomatoes or maybe sleeping early cos still have to work the next day. Tomorrow will be another independent day for me, alone go work and go cell group meeting. Have to wake up at 5:30am, my reporting time is 7:30am. Very rush sure no time for my breakfast. Sob Sob.. Siling not coming for service later, but never mind, time pass very fast one. Have to go already. To be continue....

Cog gathering

2008-06-07T09:40:00.000+08:00

Yeah after 2 or 3 weeks later we finally have connect group outing and we combine it with Rebecca's connect group. Ever since Rebecca leave to join Sarah's group, my laughter has become lesser. Her laughter is contagious, a lot of times don't know what she is laughing at but when I looked at her I will burst into laughter also because her expression is hilarious. Back to the outing, initially should have Izuan, Yong Feng, Erin, Isabel, Rebecca and me but ended up the guys cannot make it. Since Yong Feng uncle's is treating him dinner so our poor Izuan gets abandoned by him and he decided to go home instead.
We watched "The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian" at Bedok Princess Cinema. The last one to reach was Isabel, movie starts at 7pm but she arrived at 7:05pm. I miss the beginning part but its alright I forgive her. The movie was fantastic although there was some part I don't understand and I dozed off, haha my behavior seems to be so ruled. I like the climax, the battle between Narnia and Telmarines and the little girl have to find Aslan in order to rescue Narnia from Miraz's the evil King who rules the land without mercy. I will rate this movie 5 stars, it definitely worth the money to watch.
After that I have Hokkien Mee for my last supper because the next day will be my turn to suffer already. Erin thanks for the bracelet hope you did enjoy your day. For 3 weeks never see you, without your, our days at IBCU very liveless.
Oh ya, I want to complain, they all call me Dear little friend (DLF), although I admit I'm short but I am not dwarf leh. Some more yesterday get neglected, Erin and Isabel share things, don't want share with me-JEALOUS. They even mocked at me for that squash ball incident, eh my eyes injured leh, how can your be so heartless.-SAD. Haha next time don't talk with your already wahaha. Yesterday Siling fasted for 24hours, must be really hard for her but thank God you made it through. Now listening to kids prayer, realize our love for GOD is extremely deep. A lot of times I fail in His test but yet He did not forsake me. Will feel sad when I talk to You and is only in You I will kneel down and surrender myself.

Dear GOD, thank You for loving me, I will grow up serving You. In Jesus name Amen.
I want to know you Lord
You are a great big God
I am young and do not know a lot
Come and be my own

I want to love you more
Giving you my life and all
You died for me, You sacrificed
I won't forget you Lord

I love you Jesus, I grow up knowing You
I love you Jesus, I grow up serving You
I love You Jesus, my live is saved by You
I'll never forget, never forget, I'll grow up loving You

My angel and my friend

2008-06-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I was just wondering if only in the first place I could treasure it then........but what am I thinking now. I think I drunk already, feeling rather giddy. I am very confuse trying my best to think straight. How should I say? A lot of things can happen within this six months. I wanted to focus and be happy but then i realize I can't. People come and go, leaving footprints in my life, is it a good or bad thing? Frankly speaking recently I am not happy at all, something is just missing but I don't know what is it. I keep seeking for laughter but it lasted only awhile. Recently I feel very desolate and downhearted, really very horrible like something stuck in my chest. This is my blog but yet certain things I can't type here. This is exactly how I feel inside my heart, I have a problem but yet I can't say. People says friends are there to lend you a listening ear so just pour out your troubles but I will say friends I want to protect your feelings.

My Angel and My Friend

Through darkness you have been my light
You have been there for me when I am in need
Always caring and understanding
You have never been hurtful or nor demanding

And although we have had our up and downs
You have been there for me without a doubt
If there were angels in this world
You are my angel, but most importantly,
You are my Friend, and may we be friends until the end.

Baptism Photos

2008-06-05T13:38:00.000+08:00

Cool!! I find this on the internet.

2008-06-04T21:16:00.001+08:00

What Angela Teo Lay Cheng Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

Tag box cant tag

2008-06-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

ANGELA ~ Isabel: My tag box spoil already, can't work.. This afternoon still working but don't know is it my computer fault or what. I wanted to scold Isabel but my tag box spoil at the wrong time. She says God grace over her. I wanted to say her messages are double attack to me. What hit by shuttlecock? I haven even play yet ya and she curse me. Don't know what friends is that? And that sweet even worse, thought it was meant for me but she says its not, I have been thinking too much already.

Second day of course

2008-06-04T17:30:00.000+08:00

Today I enjoy myself a lot, finally completed the course and received the certificate. Its very nice. This afternoon a lecturer came into our class and told us about another oversea community project. This time round is to Cambodia and again to install solar power however he said will be held inside a forest? What a weird one. However for this Cambodia trip will only open for guys, its such a pity. Anyway it won't be fun if the last time OCP group members are not able to go along. Well another is to Laos to teach English. I have already put my name down for it, it will be at the mid of September, a nine days trip. Really hope can go for this mission trip once again especially with Siling and Yong Feng. How I wish Bin Rui, Ah Gui and Ck are with us also, it won't be the same without you guys.
Anyway today we have a small debate with the topic of whether are primary product and delivery system a more important one as compare to service mindset and ongoing relationship. What a hard one, I was stressed out when a girl who is only in sec 4 shoot until I nothing to say, the way she talks is influential. I really need time to anticipate her words.i Its a fun one but I didn't do my best especially when the others asked me to fight back. Instead I there shouted help to Father. Well I personally thinks that a product is more important than customer service because there will be times when I will enter a shop it may not have the things I exactly want but the person is taking care of me fabulously. What will you do then? To buy a product in that shop because of the person? I am definitely not that kind of person, although it may be heartless. After all this is a good experience for me, to observe how people speak with so much confident. This debate session motivates me greatly in thinking fast, speak boldly and fight for your rights.
Tomorrow have to focus on finishing the lab. Hope to complete the whole project on time. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Amen.

First day of course

2008-06-03T18:15:00.000+08:00

Just feel like blogging but not sure what to write. We left with another 3 more months to complete project, I started to feel stress again. Seriously I rather go back to normal classroom lessons, this is really too hard for me to bare. This morning walk pass the first block concourse level, saw people doing last minute revision for their term test. I miss the days studying with Chi Kong, also miss the times where he will stay in my house overnight just to accompany me study. Don't know how is he doing now? We lost all form of communication. The letter which he sends nearly one month ago I still haven receive yet.
Back to my today's course, its great I learn a lot of things, it really worth the money. I learn the different levels of service. Although it may sounds familiar but how many of us will really apply it in our work. Going extra mile is easier to say than done, this is what I realize. Tomorrow I will be getting my certificate plus seal point. My aim at end of the year when I graduate is to score an A for my seal point column. Usually that will have a "price" to pay.
Well I will continue to work hard, nothing can defeat me because I AM A CHILD OF GOD AND HE WHO IS IN ME IS GREATER THAN he WHO IS IN THE WORLD. AMEN!!!

Mixed feelings

2008-06-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today I never went to school cos sick. Last Friday already fall sick think I keep too many things to myself until my body cannot take it, moreover the weather has been weird this few days. Last week I played squash with Siling and Rebecca. Its been long since I last played, if I am given a second chance I am not sure would I give up again. I hope to join school team when I first entered Poly,I even dream to be the top 10 to represent Temasak Poly. But my dream didn't last long at all because it was too stressful, everyone was so strong. Siling leave squash earlier than me, we were not close at that point of time yet so even when she leave I still continue to stay on. Until one day when I was with Angel, I sat at the bench stoning for one whole night and I turned to her saying I feel like quitting. I just don't like that feeling, every Wednesday train until 9 plus in the night than leaves school. By the time I reached home, I don't even have strength to do revision. It was also then that I realize I am to going to say goodbye to my dream. But anyway on Friday, I ran two rounds at the stadium, I perspired like dog after that. I also got hit by the squash ball, don't know what was I thinking at that time. But the impact is damn big, I immediately dropped my racket and lay down on the floor. In that split seconds I thought I was going to blind. I could not even open my eyes and when I managed to see light I will feel intense pain. On that same night I cant even sleep, I groan in pain haha think I irritate Siling cos I make a lot of weird noise. Friday was also Ignite Campfire, too bad cant stay overnight. Bel thanks for the drink, Gummy bear and orange dou key chain. That night when I leave the campsite, we "HOP ON" to one lorry and I really "HOP", my leg got blue black and my left cheek was pain because I used it to support my face. This few days I find myself so fortunate even though I was surrounded by many unwelcome incidents.

2008-05-20T19:49:00.001+08:00

STORY OF A GIRL

A girl was sitting on a chair at the gas station she worked at. She looked up and saw her boyfriend walk in. As he was looking at snacks, a man walked in and pointed a gun at her. He had been admiring her ring her boyfriend had given to her as a token of his love. When he asked her to give it to him, she said no. Her boyfriend looked up just in time to see her shot. He ran over to the killer and beat him over the head with a hammer that was for sale. Then he ran and called 911. When the ambulance came, he was sobbing uncontrollably near his girlfriend.

The doctor came over and felt for her pulse. Then he stood up and said she was still alive. Later at the hospital, as he was sitting beside her, he asked"Why didn't you just give him the ring?" and then she softly spoke"Because when you gave it to me, you said it was part of your love for me and I knew if I gave him the ring, I would lose that love." The next day, she was pronounced dead.

2008-05-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

Small Love Story (Breaks Broke)

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.

Guy: No this is fun.

Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him)

Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

Funny pictures

2008-05-20T09:58:00.000+08:00

Panda needs protection

I want my cookies!!

This is a divorce cake

I has my pill but he take away
Kitten snipper
Pavement spiderman art

Unconditional Love

2008-05-20T09:40:00.000+08:00

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco."Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me.""Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him.""There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us.""I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live.""No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us.""Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide. The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are. Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.

Touching life story.....

2008-05-20T09:30:00.001+08:00

A young man was getting ready to graduate college. Formany months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautiful wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible. Angrily, he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy book. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care things. When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. As he read those words, a car key dropped from an envelope taped behind the Bible. It was the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words...PAID IN FULL. How many times do we miss God's blessings because they are not packaged as we expected?

2008-05-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

Leaving Hope Village to Capital

2008-05-17T12:09:00.000+08:00

Time is running out!!

2008-05-17T00:13:00.001+08:00

On Monday a 7.9 magnitude quake hit China Si Chuan Province. For every night I have been watching the news to keep myself updated. Hard to believe 4.8 million people have been left homeless by the disaster. State television also reported a death toll of more than 50,000 and another 14,000 remained buried. For every hour that past, rescuers have been digging out blooded corpses. A city that were once homes, school and factories had now become a place to cremate dead bodies. Myanmar on the other hand had also said that 77,738 were dead and 55,917 remain missing in the cyclone disaster. I believe the first thing that came to us especially to the Christians is what was being mention in the book of Revelation. What was stated in the Bible had now come to pass. What I can say is God created the world, truly the world belongs to Him. The time is near as in Rev 22:12 "And behold, I am coming quickly, and My reward is with Me, to give to every one according to his work. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the End, the First and the Last."
To Qing Yang and Wei Jie, I have been praying for safety as I heard the news. I thank GOD that your area is not affected. Yang I know you have been praying to God also. Our heavenly Father says that as two or more gather together and pray, there will be power in agreement Amen. What matter most to me right now is my family and friends salvation because the people that are gone during the disaster , they are gone forever.
Truly this is a religion that is so real to me, I will not worship other idol but only God. For you created me and I will always want to remember You. You are the true, the way and the life for You makes me the head and not the tail in many areas. At the age of 20, You grant me a supernatural life. In everything I do, all the praise goes out to You. God I love You!!
(2 Thessalonians 13:14)"But we are bound to give thanks to God always for you, brethren beloved by the LORD, because God from the beginning chose you for salvation through sanctification by the Spirit and belief in the truth to which He called you by our gospel, for the obtaining of the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ."
(2 Thessalonians 16-17)
Now may our Lord Jesus Christ Himself, and our God and Father, who has loved us and given us everlasting consolation and good hope by grace, comfort your hearts and establish you in every good word and work.

2008-05-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

The other side of Angela

2008-05-13T02:00:00.000+08:00

Actually I have a lot more to upload but it takes quite a few minutes to upload photos. Cannot imagine i started uploading at 7 plus and now its going to 11pm. Will continue Tomorrow. This few days quite boring. First block level 1 has seems to be my favourite place to rest. A lot of things has been running through my mind. I need to depend on myself more den relying on my friends and this not only implies to schoolwork. Of course God will still continue to play an important role in my life, and I want to lean on Him forever because I find that friends will disappoint me except Lord. In my toughest time, He really taught me to trust in Him. God has indeed shows me what Love is and what Love can do. Am I able to overcome it? My answer is I will try. I always wanted to do well in everything because I wanted to glorified God, to show others how good God has been to me. The grace He gives that makes me who I am right now. Fighting and winning in the name of Jesus. But too many glory,hinder what God's really wants me to see. The love that other people showered on me. I get it but i never treasure it so end of the day I don't know what is the feeling of LOVE cause all along it was always them giving in to me. I always felt I am a princess in my poly life because I don't have to plan a single thing and everything would be line up nicely in front of me. But right now, I experience helplessness that I might be facing something that cannot be solved. What shall I do? In the bible it says that let the weak says I am strong and let the poor says I have strength. But God, what should I say.
I need a hand to lift me up when I fall, to wipe away tears when I cry and a shoulder to lean on when I am tired. and most importantly a solution for my MP/SIP.

2008-05-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

2008-05-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

2008-05-12T19:22:00.000+08:00

The sun was so bright that I can hardly open my eyes.
This is my group name Mars, we always get together when we shop. They will protect and take care of me.
On our way from Singapore to Cambodia. Its Silk Air MI622.
After 3 hours reach we reached Siem Reap and took another 2 hrs flight to Phnom Penh.
Early morning we go have a walk at their padi field.
Bye bye Singapore, on our way for mission trip to Hope Village
The five of us all play and suffer together
These are my room mates. I will miss the days

I am tired..

2008-05-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

I found no purpose in my life now, everyday living that same mundane lifestyle. I no longer enjoy going to school cos I find that I am just wasting my time. I learn all the things by myself and when I really need help, I cant find anyone to help me. The race has begun but i already feels like quitting. I am tired of my life sometimes, who would be there to help me out when I fall down. I know I have to pick up myself and continue my life. I cant find any motivation to move on. I just simply want to lie down and rest. How I wish I can just close my eyes and sleep forever to a place where there is no worries. I am just tired.

pictures..

2008-05-06T13:10:00.000+08:00

more pics

2008-05-06T13:09:00.001+08:00

Cambodia pics

2008-05-06T13:06:00.000+08:00

Kingdom of Cambodia.

2008-04-20T13:53:00.001+08:00

I will be going to Cambodia for mission trip soon. That is a third world country, people are living in a poor and unhygienic environment. On the road are filled with filthy rubbish, hardly you can find any road sweeper. Needless to say there will be many mosquitoes, sand flies and houseflies, all thirsty for blood. The country is still on this state, thank to this evil man name Pol Pot who was the leader of the communist. He later become the prime minister of Cambodia from 1976-1979. During his time of power, he imposed a version of agrarian collectivization. His goal is to restart the civilization into "Year Zero" I don't understand how can he had the heart to do it on his own people. About one quarter of Cambodian gone, many are teachers, lawyers, doctors, engineers, accountants and even tourist at that time. Its really sad to see our dear friend still not yet developed and is still suffering. I have this opportunity to go there for OCP to bring light to them. God I ask that you bless this country that they may be poor now, they are not going to remain poor forever.

I am Baptize Praise the Lord

2008-04-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

I was baptize on the 29th March 2008, I will never forget the day. My friends came and support me. By the time when it was my turn, I stepped down the water and walked slowly to paster Kenneth. I know from then on, God will make a different in my life. He was funny, he said to me, looks like you have lots of supporters. I was there laughing. In a few minutes, he touches my head saying "Angela I will now baptize you in the name of Father, the son and the Holy spirit." I closed my eyes and immediately I fell into the pool of water. I know that I am cleansed by Him( my LORD) and I will take the cross of HIM and follow HIM.

Matthew 28:19-20
"Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the son and of the Holy spirit, teaching them to observed all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age. " Amen.

After I baptized I felt a lot. I know wherever I go He is always with me. This is a religion that I really felt a lot to the one I worship. No word can describe how real you are, I am leading a supernatural life. At the age of 20, i encounter a different life with my God. Forever I will sing praise to you. I LOVE YOU LORD.

God you are worthy of my praise

2008-03-16T10:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I just felt a lot. Early morning I wake up At 6am to send Qing Yang and Wei Jie off. Cant imagine that they are leaving us for 6 months. Really going to miss them a lot, one month later gotta send Chi kong they all to India, they will also be going for six months also. Suddenly G605 short of so many people.

For 2 years, I can say we have cultivated a strong friendship between our class, in fact this friendship is better than my secondary class 5N1. Cant imagine that we always go out in a super big group, girls and boys mixed together, if we got to stop and take photo surely a lot of eyes will turn and look at us.

When we are facing obstacles, we use biblical way to support one another, encourage each other through the word of God. We study hard together, play hard together, so much laughter erupted in G605. There are so many things that are in my mind that I dunno where should I start from. I love this class a lot a lot that many times I thank God for giving me such a wonderful classmates that we share weal and woe together, really cant bare to see your leaving. If Temasak Polytechnic is going to give a best united class award, our class will surely be nominated. So God I thank you once again for putting them in TP, G605 and into my life, I lift up all of them into your hand that I ask for your divine protection over them, blessed them, used them almightly in all areas, that wherever we go,we will be the salt and light of the world. Glorify in the name of Jesus. I love you and I praise you and in Jesus name I pray Amen.

Christmas Service

2008-01-30T21:50:00.001+08:00

Why Jesus is better than Santa

2008-01-25T11:22:00.000+08:00

Why Jesus is better than Santa

Santa lives at the North Pole ... JESUS is everywhere.

Santa rides in a sleigh ... JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.
Santa comes but once a year. JESUS is an ever present help.

Santa fills your stockings with goodies ... JESUS supplies all your needs.

Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ... JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and enters your heart.

You have to wait in line to see Santa ... JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.

Santa lets you sit on his lap ... JESUS lets you rest in His Arms.

Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, what's your name?" ...
JESUS knew our name before we did. Not only does He know our name, He knows our history and future, and He even knows our hearts & how many hairs are on our heads.

Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ... JESUS has a heart full of love, grace, mercy & forgiveness.

All Santa can offer is HO HO HO ... JESUS says "Cast your cares on me for I care for
you."

Santa's little helpers make toys ... JESUS makes a new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes and builds mansions.

Santa may make you chuckle but ... JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.

While Santa puts gifts under your tree ... JESUS became our gift and died on the cross,
For you & for me.

It's obvious there is really no comparison. We need to remember WHO Christmas is all about. We need to put CHRIST back in Christmas, Jesus is still the reason for the season.

The advantage of weakness

2008-01-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Today's service preach about ''The power of faith" The word faith is confident (not feeling intimidated of people who are stronger and smarter than you). Faith is also an attitude.
Hebrews 10:35 Therefore do not cast away your confident, which has great reward.
Without faith it is impossible to please God. I will always remember that "The darkest the place is, the brighter you shine because God wants you to be the salt and light of the earth. Today service is fantastic that I want to share with all people. I have this chance to sit on the first row, the view also nice, every thing is too good. When pastor Kong lay hands at all the cell group leader, wa the presence of God is super strong. Can feel my body and hands trembling. How I wish the pastor could lay hands on me too, I too want to experience this anointing. Well all I want to do now is praise You for You are worthy of all these.
Recently I also read a book "Our Daily Bread". I find this verse very meaningful so I decided to share with you all, especially to those who are Christian now. 2 Chorinthians 12:9 He said to me,"My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness" Don't blame God for anything but in fact turn to Him when you are in need because when we recognize how much we need God, He will strengthen us. That's the advantage of weakness.

Inadequate but mighty
How strange, yet wholly true:
Weak servants filled with power
The Lord's great work can do.

IN TOUGH TIMES, GOD TEACH US TO TRUST.

"Footprint Story"

2008-01-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand;
one belonged to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand and why when I needed you most you would leave me.
"The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

8 Jan... Your precious Daughter birthday

2008-01-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

Lord I want to thank you for all these, I summoured up all my courage to share testimony during cell group for my term test results and also my 20th birthday because I know all these doesn't come from me alone, You have always been around,watching over me, I felt I am protected by you.Same goes to Rebecca and Siling, we are all well taken care under your wings. A verse in the bible states that"A man cant have anything unless God gives it to him." First I wanna thank N282(my cell group) for a mini celebration,I loves the birthday card because its a dog. I simply loves dogs especially Big eyes....Woof Woof...

For Roy and Jolene, the movie super nice and that Sakura..Haha the three of us like hungry ghost waited outside for the person to lift up the gate.. Roy joked that"If now is 7th Lunar month, he will sure be the first to chiong out the gate and last to run inside before gate close" The way he talk is extremely funny, my days was all marked with laughter.. Jolene thanks for the Birthday present, think its expensive some more I still owe you present..I feel guilty..We are still the same as in the past,you always take good care of me. I feel so young when I am with you.

Next thank to HuiLing, last year your birthday I was not even present on your celebration but yet this year 2008 you have spend so much on my birthday, treat me eat Pariss and wrote me birthday card half way during your lesson. You even accompany me until 12am, bring me to beautiful bridge and gives me surprises although next morning we still have lessons to attend. I am touched by what you did to me and also loves you lot as my friend but not of how much money you have put in. My eyes was watery that night because there is tears of happiness. I didnt expect all this wonderful things to happen in my life. Although we same school right now but we half year met once only yet our friendship still stand strong

Followed by Chi Kong, despite previously we got into heated argument, but you too gave me a great celebration, you bought me to Toa Payoh Centre and let me decide what to eat, the Sweesen, you ordered until we cant even finished. Thanks for the surprise birthday card and cake.. I truly appreciate what you have did to me in the past two years. Frankly speaking after our dispute, i treasure you more than before because a man will not treasure one thing until he lose it.

Not forgetting Roy for treating me Pastamania. I love baked rice and the card you gave, not expensive either. All the years since sec 1, we have been really good friends that shared alot, my English can improved all because you guided me along.

Also a big thank to G605 (my class) for organizing a chalet at East Coast Park, love the BBQ so much cos got Bee Hoon.. The chalet is 2 storey, best part is I got bring big eyes along, oh the smell is heavenly nice.. Cycled there because Qing Yang borrowed from his friends. Second day of Chalet, went for cell group meeting, cos I think that whatever I had now is all because of God had blessed me, so I must placed Him first in my life.. On our way back from CG was flooding all the way, worse till cold wind keep blowing against us and that poor Rebecca fell down while Siling and I was looking at bus numbers.. We watched the 7pm to 9pm show together, wa wont forget all this, this short moments can only be captured inside my brain. Halfway cycled to parkway parade to buy supper, the journey was long, Siling cycled until the legs become wobbly. Second day morning we got free breakfast, it was a buffet style all I can comment is "NICE". Oh my, the chalet room itself cot $350 but yet the food.....No word can describe, the tablecloth was sticky, the floor so many ants some more still got housefly sharing food with us. What a nice morning, Praise the Lord... Other than this everything was good especially its environment.. I am not sure who was the one planning all these, but I thank G605 especially siling, can see you put in lot of effort in planning. Don't afraid of anything "There is fear in love but perfect love cast out fear" Always remember this line and nothing shall stumbled your heart.

With all this, I feel extremely grateful, God has always been good to me and also my classmates. A Person like me whom dont deserve all these, because I dont even remember their birthday but yet you gave me all this. I thank everyone with a big bow and I knelt down infront you My Lord that I am a sinner, thank you for accepting who I am.. The name above all names, Jesus you are indeed great, I will continue to be your good servant and worship you in faith. Amen

Christmas-The born of Christ

2007-12-27T15:37:00.000+08:00

This is a New Year of 2008, have a wonderful Christmas Celebration at CHC. I bought along "Bean Club" with me to experience this season. But as for me I have attended three Christmas Services both at Jurong West and Expo, other than singing praise to God for the birth of Lord Jesus Christ nothing can express my emotion.."Glory to God in the highest heaven" Everyone was holding a white candle in their hands, we pass the light around and soon the whole Expo 8 was filled with small twinkling of light..That moment was super warm and the presence of God was great. Angel turn to me and thank me, I was shock because I didnt expect her to thank me. Its not me that you should thank but is God and congrats for a awesome altercall u have received. Angels in the heaven is singing and celebrating for you..After that I went out with "Bean Club" till 6am in the morning, that part shall not write here because it will be a memory that meant to keep inside my heart..

Now,Lord, you have kept your promise , and you may let your servant go in peace.
With my own eyes I have see your salvation, which you have prepared in the presence of all peoples: A light to reveal your wll to the Gentiles and bring glory to your people Israel.''
Luke 2:29-33

mYself

2007-11-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

hey.. Angela!! si ling here.. jus uploading pics for euu!!
SurPrise!!

see.. wad pictures i have for U.. hehe..
"shuai dao...." hehe..

Enjoy "zi lian" okok.. hehe..

PicS...

2007-11-23T12:50:00.000+08:00

You-Are-The-God-Who-Sees

2007-11-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

God I am feeling rather chapfallen and ill-templed this week. Ever since after the I-Guide Camp, the feeling of distressed, fatigued overwhelmes me. With regard to all this, God I still wanna say a big THANK YOU, I learned to see things in a different angle, I started to view all these as an opportunity rather than a threat. An example: Because of a quiz, I see myself as a failure, why cant I do well, worse till why are You not with me, however I cant surrender with all these. Today I prayed with one of my friends, the presence of You are so strong that tears start rolling down.. You are the God that are so real to me.

In times I experienced spiritual dryness and disappointment towards somethings,there is always this phrase that keeps revolving in my mind and motivates me to move on-"God is watching over you right now".
I actually found great comfort in knowing that the Lord God saw me and knew about my distress for You knew everything that happens to me and is always with me whenever I go. Lord God I have confident that no matter how overwhelming or perplexing the problem may be. I will never be alone, forgotten and beyond hope.

Beneath His watchful eye
His saints securely dwell;
That hand which bears all nature up
Shall guard His children well.

Away to Leadership Camp

2007-11-16T12:05:00.000+08:00

God gives me the courage and strength and the ways to save my friends, nearly everyday I have been thinking of this question.. HOW? O Lord what You used to experienced has come to me now but I know I cant give up like this for bible says that "If the world hates you, just remember that it has hated me first. If you belong to the world, then the world would love you as it own. "
This Sunday service, cant wait to see the speaker paint "the last supper", have read before in the Book of John but now somebody is going to explain it..
Later going I-guide training camp, O Lord watch over me and those who are participating..

God is LOVE

2007-11-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

Shepherd and the sheeps Jesus leading flock sheepYou carry this heavy cross, the weight of our sinsIn the heaven We declare, You are our King We love u Lord, We worship you, You are our God, You alone are GOOD!!

This blog is created for You, My Almighty God

2007-11-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

Dear Lord,

I finally have my own blog again after stopping for more than six months, however this blog will be a special one because I'm going to praise Lord here, for You have change my life, without You I wont know how life can be so wonderful for me, is You who let me see my purpose..
It took me more than half a year to believe in you, I came and and I go and for all this you never give up on me, in fact you mould and shape me to the person whom I am right now, therefore I have chosen "How Great is Our God" for my blog.. Thanks for letting me experience all these and walk with you throughout my life, no word can express my great feeling towards you, you are truly my great God, my faith in you will keep on increasing, running on fire, Amen

For you that I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

I thank my God upon every remembrance of you, always in every prayer of mine making request for you all with joy, for your fellowship in the gospel from the first day until now.